The goddess and personhood

The Bible creates the Devil as a distortion of its own image (mortal ego mind) and fosters deception in the world through the deceit of Jehovha. This illusionary device continues to maintain the patriarchal stage of consciousness...Look no further for the location of hell than the creative abuse of Divine Mind right here on earth...for purposes of magickal operation it is indefensible for Gnostic Pagans to support governments of the old order--or more specifically...to its leaders who continue to perpetrate fraud and misery on humanity... In our ritualization and realization of Gnosis, we...do not require an externalized leadership structure to guide us on our voyage through the Infinite.
In the New Aeon the traditional male element of Fire and Sensation (Shiva) has reversed with the female element (Shakti) of Water and Emotion. Translated to biological (historic) reality, this indicates that women will continue to assume a more active and direct role...men will connect to a more spiritualized mode--and together...men and women will learn to co-operate in an organic process of human evolution.
Thus the Prison of Patriarchy withers away...
Pagan Gnosticism is the search for truth in every magick, mystery, miracle and "fact."

http://www.gnostics.com/gnostics%20html/more.html

My ex is slowly going insane with this. His version of this truth exists in SCREW anything that moves to achieve enlightenment. ( refer to the simonina gnostics) Well, maybe with all the STI's out there, it could happen. He is not too discriminating,.
Yet, what about seeing the cat's eyes in the pool? The electric hug? Not of this earth.
And fire/sensation (Shiva) is him, while water and emotion (Shakti) is me. I am attempting to achieve a more active and direct role while he is trying to connect to a more spiritualized role.
Maybe he is not so insane.

When will I be able to refelct my own light? When will I cease to define myself by the measure of another's yardstick? when will I, too, attain personhood? What do I:

• think
• believe
• feel
• perceive
• dream
• judge
• interpret
• disdain
• hope for
• STAND FOR!!!

• i THINK i KNOW, AND THEN i DON'T KNOW.